all the long drives with my friends blur
Oct. 5th, 2009 04:28 pmI'm sad, lol. I didn't see their last show (uhh, I'm in the wrong country) I haven't seen them live since January or something, I think. What I'm saying is, I wasn't there to see the end. But I'm definitely feeling it ugh
They're not breaking up, and I know this, know they'll be back. But I can be sad that it's the end for now, right? Because those stupid songs and those stupid boys and that stupid band kind of mean a lot to me, and I don't think I'd be who I am right now if it weren't for them (..and maybe one other band of dorkfacing idiots). Those bands didn't change my life, but they changed me, and I'm almost embarrassed of how fucking thankful I am for that.
People will say what they will about them, and me. Doesn't make them right. Doesn't make me ashamed. Doesn't make them any less important to me than they always have been. I still get that weird, crazy thing where I want everyone to like them, though, and I get mad when people just don't get it. But that's a non-issue, I have solved those situations by punching them and moving on.
But I'm going to miss this band, they're going to be gone for a while because they have lives or something and they barely ever took breaks before, and this one's going to be a long one.
At least they're not disappearing from the internet, they won't totally be gone. Patrick maybe sorta. But it's cool, they'll be back.

Ugh enough of this sappy emotional crap. Here, look at Pete's new haircut

lololol
And for no real reason - other than it makes me happy - Ted and Gooch!
They're not breaking up, and I know this, know they'll be back. But I can be sad that it's the end for now, right? Because those stupid songs and those stupid boys and that stupid band kind of mean a lot to me, and I don't think I'd be who I am right now if it weren't for them (..and maybe one other band of dorkfacing idiots). Those bands didn't change my life, but they changed me, and I'm almost embarrassed of how fucking thankful I am for that.
People will say what they will about them, and me. Doesn't make them right. Doesn't make me ashamed. Doesn't make them any less important to me than they always have been. I still get that weird, crazy thing where I want everyone to like them, though, and I get mad when people just don't get it. But that's a non-issue, I have solved those situations by punching them and moving on.
But I'm going to miss this band, they're going to be gone for a while because they have lives or something and they barely ever took breaks before, and this one's going to be a long one.
At least they're not disappearing from the internet, they won't totally be gone. Patrick maybe sorta. But it's cool, they'll be back.

Ugh enough of this sappy emotional crap. Here, look at Pete's new haircut

lololol
And for no real reason - other than it makes me happy - Ted and Gooch!
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Date: 2009-10-05 06:03 am (UTC)PS, IRON MAN FIC, COMING YOUR WAY TOMORROW/TONIGHT?
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Date: 2009-10-05 06:12 am (UTC)I LOVE YOU MOST OF ALL, I WANT TO MAKE SURE THAT YOU KNOW THIS ♥_________♥
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Date: 2009-10-05 06:13 am (UTC)AWW, JOSIE! I LOVE YOU TOO, BUT SHARE WITH EVERYONE ELSE, TOO!
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Date: 2009-10-05 07:45 am (UTC)I'M TRYING BUT YOU KEEP BEING AWESOME AND GIVING ME FIC ;__; I WILL STILL TRY TO SHARE THOUGH, DW
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Date: 2009-10-05 08:03 pm (UTC)THAT'S BECAUSE YOU'RE AMAZING AND DESERVE FIC FOR THE REST OF FOREVER, THAT'S ALL!!
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Date: 2009-10-07 12:46 pm (UTC)I MUST CONTINUE DOING WHATEVER IT WAS THAT WAS SO AWESOME IT GETS ME FIC FROM YOU ♥!
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Date: 2009-10-07 07:47 pm (UTC)JUST YOU BEING YOU MAKES ME WANT TO SHOWER YOU WITH FIC!!! (Uhhmm... P/P pirate fic may of may not be in the works...*cough*)
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Date: 2009-10-10 11:39 am (UTC)*______________________* otp pirate fiiiiiiiiiiic oh god i love you
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Date: 2009-10-10 03:02 pm (UTC)I know! \o/ And! There's gonna be more bandom guys in it than the Iron Man AU. (Like lookout!/Gabe who gets lonely in the crow's nest, so he hits on helmsman!Beckett from aloft... Yeah, I put a lot of thought into the casting...)
It's gonna be long though! And this plot bunny keeps running headfirst into my English homework. *headdesk* BUT! I'll write something shorter to tide you over. ^_^
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Date: 2009-10-05 11:00 am (UTC)sometimes I like to think I really don't like them, as people at least, and then I remember how absolutely moved I was when I finally got to see them last year and even if I don't listen to their music all that often any more they were still such a big part of my lift that I will always respect them :(
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Date: 2009-10-05 01:59 pm (UTC)i think i used to be more indifferent about it, but idk something shifted, and when I look back on things it's pretty much them and mcr that've been there through it all with me and Nina, I kind of feel stupid that they mean so much to me ;__;
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Date: 2009-10-05 01:09 pm (UTC)And even though they are taking a "break", I still feel like a huge part of me/ my life just died.
They better be back...If they don't, I don't think I could ever forgive them.
AH TED AND GOOCH!!!! ♥
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Date: 2009-10-05 02:02 pm (UTC)IL IT SO, THEIR FACES.
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Date: 2009-10-05 02:12 pm (UTC)Right now I am jumping to conclusions and it scares me.
I cannot handle this band not being in my life.
also the pxp fandom will die even moreThey are just too important.
*SQUISHES THEIR FACES*
THEY ARE ADORABLE!
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Date: 2009-10-07 12:49 pm (UTC)THEY ARE! ♥
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Date: 2009-10-07 12:58 pm (UTC)How elese am I going to get my (somewhat) daily does of shenanigans???
♥♥
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Date: 2009-10-06 05:51 pm (UTC)I'm apparently the only one, but I miss Pete's hair, the short hair makes his weird forehead even more prominent. But with skinny Patrick looking like bb!Patrick again, they look like old-school ohteepee ♥
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Date: 2009-10-07 01:06 pm (UTC)lol at his weird forehead, yeah, I kind of miss it, too. The only thing was I wanted him to do something with it that wasn't the side-swoop, or not with it plastered to his forehead like it was sometimes. I think it'd make him look better, like, more disheveled and... sexy. I'll go sit in the shame corner.
ikr they're regressing it's so weird but I love it ♥, and maybe Andy's beard thing will stop being orange
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Date: 2009-10-12 02:25 am (UTC)please?
i'm sorry, that quetion sounded rude.
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Date: 2009-10-12 02:25 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-10-12 01:09 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-10-12 07:47 pm (UTC)