there are SO MANY THINGS TO EXPLAIN
Aug. 29th, 2011 11:35 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
justtotheseaBut it's all to blah to get into, so I'll point form it.
* QUIT my course, not for me/couldn't handle certain pressures of it/hiding in the bathrooms instead of going to class is not a good sign.
* brother and kids living in another state, may as well be across the world. everyone sadfacing.
* trying to figure out what I want to do/if I'm well enough to do it.
* started anti-depressant medication a few months ago, feelings on it thus far = idk.
* sister's having another operation soon, I hate this, she hates this, my parents hate it. more sadfacing.
* trying to be normal and do what normal young adults do and go out with a group of D's friends. result = anxiety, insecurity and feeling like the worst best friend ever because I'm pretty sure my personal issues aren't fun to deal with on the other side.
* figuring out money things. I'm broke right now, well, that's not true, I have 2 bucks-- oh wait, I spent that on an apple toffee.
tl;dr life, illness, stress, infinite cycle.
ANYWAY, I DREW KISSING! FUN GHOUL/PARTY POISON KISSING TO BE EXACT. I NEVER DRAW KISSING. I SUCK AT DRAWING KISSING, BUT I DON'T HATE THIS ONE!
THIS BODES WELL \o/ *PRACTICES MORE*
So how are you guys? I'd been hovering around and checking on lj when I could but that hasn't been much, so I'd love to hear what's going on with you guys ♥ I MISSED YOU ALL.
* QUIT my course, not for me/couldn't handle certain pressures of it/hiding in the bathrooms instead of going to class is not a good sign.
* brother and kids living in another state, may as well be across the world. everyone sadfacing.
* trying to figure out what I want to do/if I'm well enough to do it.
* started anti-depressant medication a few months ago, feelings on it thus far = idk.
* sister's having another operation soon, I hate this, she hates this, my parents hate it. more sadfacing.
* trying to be normal and do what normal young adults do and go out with a group of D's friends. result = anxiety, insecurity and feeling like the worst best friend ever because I'm pretty sure my personal issues aren't fun to deal with on the other side.
* figuring out money things. I'm broke right now, well, that's not true, I have 2 bucks-- oh wait, I spent that on an apple toffee.
tl;dr life, illness, stress, infinite cycle.
ANYWAY, I DREW KISSING! FUN GHOUL/PARTY POISON KISSING TO BE EXACT. I NEVER DRAW KISSING. I SUCK AT DRAWING KISSING, BUT I DON'T HATE THIS ONE!
THIS BODES WELL \o/ *PRACTICES MORE*
So how are you guys? I'd been hovering around and checking on lj when I could but that hasn't been much, so I'd love to hear what's going on with you guys ♥ I MISSED YOU ALL.
